Reflections

My little baby boy will be 2 tomorrow. I don't know where the past two years have gone but on evenings like tonight when he is driving me crazy, I just have to remind myself how lucky we are that we even have him here. He really has been such a joy in my life and I have no idea what we would do without him. I am so thankful to my Heavenly Father that he allowed us to have our sweet boy. Maybe we needed to have the experience we had when he was born so we would always be able to remember how blessed and lucky we are.


I don't think anyone could ever imagine the horror and pain a parent feels when they think they may have lost their child until they have experienced it personally. It is a feeling I hope to never have again. I feel I do appreciate him that much more because of it though. He is such a sweet, smart little boy. I truly feel blessed and honored to have the great opportunity of being his mother. I sometimes don't feel that I am worthy of such an honor but obviously our Heavenly Father sees something I don't. I wouldn't trade him for anything and I would do absolutely anything for him. I love my boy!